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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

What if i told you, that,
I love you?
Would you freak out?
I've got no courage to tell you at all~
I'm afraid of ur reaction if i told you.
What if you start t avoid me?
Would our rs start t strain,
And i hav t lose this friendship that i cherish?
If it would, I'd rather keep my mouth shut.
Well, perharps, you won't noe wuts "love".
True love, well.
uoyevolI
I mean it.
Th consequences too heavy t bear..
My heart's wrenched.

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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

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Loves
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Gan Di(s) <3

Last but not least,
My Real Bro <3

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Monday, June 28, 2010

Heartwrench.
Dk why I'm still waiting~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U2rYpn7XBl4&feature=related

Waiting in vain..
My heart keeps aching.
One was true.
One was in th past.
And one now is, .. Idk.
I'm perplexed right now.

Why do i keep dropping tears for you?
Haish. ):

Boy, How i wished we were tgt.

P.S. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvcKnWGBYSI&feature=related
Try this quiz! Damn damn damn accurate cans!
Im like woah.

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Sunday, June 27, 2010

Sighs.
Why is it always like this?
Why is it always when Im determined t do sth,
there will be people trying t "obstruct" it?
Making me feel down,
Making me feel like giving up.
I was determined t do my homework,
and give it my best this end of year,
when my mum comes in,
"Sleep alr har. Dun play alr.
Dun make me CHECK."
Destroys everyth.
I replied " Check lar, Check all you want."
Vexed.

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Empty heart.

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Gah.

I got tagged by -helloBUNNY!
Questions.

Do you think there's anyone who's in love with you?
No bah.

What are you thinking right now?
Him.

When you're unhappy, will you show it to your friends?
Not really. I would just go away lonely.
Apparently, it will show.
If they don't, Idk wut t sae :X

Did you just told someone that ILYS? Who?
Erm.
It was a "joke".

Did anyone just told you that they're always there for you? Who?
Nope.

You had a best friend from an opposite sex?
Yeap, Jonas.

Pass this quiz t 15 people:
1.Cheryl Ong
2.Ching Ting
3.Hui Xin
4.Jonas
5.Regina
6.Regine
7.Serena Li
8.Nigel
9.Ting Feng
10.Brenda
11.Wan Yi
12.Yu Hui
13.Joey
14.Adrienne
15.Namreeta

Who's number 2[ChingTing]? Describe her.
Previous best friend. Cute, pretty, friendly.
Except that she has this negative "thing".
-Putting boyf infront of friends.(:

Who's the closest to you in the list? How do you know that person?
Nigel&Tingfeng. Don't tell you! XP

Who's number 1[Cheryl Ong]? Is she pretty?
OF COURSE! WHAT A QUESTION! -,-

Who's the oldest in your list?
Regina.

Who do you like the person's character best?
Hui Xin.

Who's number 10[Brenda] dating with now?
Idk.

Who is the person that you said ILYS to?
It was a joke.

Who's number 6[Regine] dating w?
Jin yee.

Do 12 noe 15?[Yu Hui and Namreeta]
Yes.

Do 1 noe 11?[Cheryl Ong and Wan Yi]
Yes.

Do 5 noe 7?[Regina and Serena Li]
Yeah! Omg.

If number 4 snatches away ur boyf/girlf, what will you do? [Jonas]
Omg. Jonas's a guy. He cant snatch away my boyf :D

Among number 1 to 4, who are you closest t?
Jonas bah. Since 2 are my pri sch frens, and 1 is my previous best fren afterall.

Among all, who's th prettiest?
JONAS! :X HOHOHOOHOH! LOLOLOLOL. Jokings. Idk.

Among 1 to 7(exclude number 7), who's the one you know earliest?
Hui Xin. Since kindergarden.

This is the last, ask those peoples to do the quest?
Do as you please. I cant force you? :O

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Boy, I wished we could be tgt.

Sighs.
Crys.
It has been a long time since I actually cried for someone.
Jus th thought that we're impossible,
made me cried.
For someone I should cry for, I didn't.
And for someone I shouldn't, I did.
Wtf is happening t me? ):

Why can't we decide our own fate?
Just looking at ur pic..
So near, yet so far.
How i wished.

Why are there "feelings" ?
Why cant "feelings" be directed t just one person,
they're supposed t be w?

Stop thinking, YH,
Stop thinking.
Its impossible between us.(!)

Suffocating.
I just lied t cover up my first lie.
Hope that lie return everyth bak t normal.
I'd rather we be normal,
t hav you by my side,
rather than wishing upon a star that can never be fulfilled.

Whatever happens,
uoyevolI.
Loving someone,
But not having th person know bout it,
Is really tough.
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Saturday, June 26, 2010
Memorable day.

OMGGGG.
I fckin love 250610!
Such an enjoyable day mansxz!
Longlong story. though .
\ Thanks And Dedicated To - TingFeng, Nigel, AlfredBaby, Clement /
[In no particular order hmphs.]
Supposed t meet at 1.
In th end.. i late? -,-
But i reached le, they still at Tiong.
Then met Mummy, then go eat lunch w her.
Then late de, hmphs -,-.

SO,
we went t chambers. Walk quite far la.
Played one hour+, i guess.
then, clement GF suddenly come!
wee-oh-wee! chiobu worrr!
Can see clement keep blushing, woohoooo.
Yeah,

SO,
we went t East Coast Park.
Clement didnt followed.
Only me, TF, N , A.
Not as simple as you think it is.
We wanted t take bus..
But cannot find th bus that hes friend mentioned -,-
in th end, we at bus stop, tried t get a cab.
But epic failed.
So went t taxi stand wait.
Waitwaitwait, lai le :D

Then..
At first , th fren go sae wut at B.
then th uncle dropped us at B's carpark.
ACTUALLY , IS D.
You noe how *ckin' far we walked?
LOL.
Like. dk how long.
More than 2.4M run , I tink.
Walk in rounds, rounds. Cant find.
Then walk halfway, met th fren.
then still walk summre so far, t Chalet , zzzz!

SO,
We started on bbq.
Not really bbq. Is th Uncle, Auntie bbq for us, we eat nia.
Eat a lil', i still okay la.
But th pigpig TINGFENG, still sae he hungry, pew!
You tis pig hor. Ltr PAC become FAT. :X

SO,
go find th fren at swimming pool.
they swimswimswim, we siansiansian.
Want go find bicycle rental de.
But closed le,
then we went out t find.

Actually,
Cannot go ride de.
Then i called my mum.
She said can , by 11pm.

SO,
we went cycling for 1 hour- get one hour free.
10pm mus return bike.

AND,
Nigel didnt noe how t cycle.
We tried t teach him,
but veh difficult.
First-timers are like this.
Just like me ;shy!
Tried for awhile/
But still failed.
So we thought can go exchange for him roller blades.
But in th end,
Business, business.
They sae wut need pay $10 more.
Then he pay -,-!
Then th bicycle rental fee wasted, wtf._.

YEAH.
So TingFeng&Alfred rode.
I needed t slow down cause roller-blading isin't as fast as cycling.
Then cause Nigel wanted t catch up,
I behind him la,
He go roller-blade too fast.
Then fall!
Hes peegu painpain :X
Then lucky uh.
I almost ran mie bicycles over Both hes legs.
Luckily, I braked on time.

SO,
Cyclecyclecycle.
Then they hungry,
Go eat mac.
Eat le, almost time up.
We went bak , return bikes.
Alfred's parents came and fetched him.
Poor us.
We like.
WTF! How t go home? LOLLLLL.
In th end, we took cab again.
Nigel paid first, we bo liu liao.
Next time then return him.
BUT, IT WAS FUN CANS!

Veryveryveryveryvery dark.
We walk.
Then at road ther uh.
Got forests, damn scary cans.
I sae wan take pic.
Got take,
Then i accidentaly shake.
TH PIC TURN OUT CREEPY!
Later you see :X.

Had so much funnnnnnn!
woohoo!
Nigel opened his BELATEDBELATEDBELATED Present i gave him. In th cab.
I asked him not t -,-!
Yeah. But he did :D
He from ShangHai jus come bak,
Oso bought me gift,
IS CUTE LA CANS!
XPPPPP! YOU ALL WANT?
HAHAHHA .
DREAM ON! :X

Then drop at DhobyGhaut Mrt Station.
They actually wan bus bak t tiong one.
I pleaded them t take mrt w me, LOL :X
Then they thought, I mrt-ing w them bak t tiong!
wthell ._.
I need t keep change lines mehs!
Then they keep drag me,
sae dontknow how t change line, hmphhhh!
Then for some reason,
At first,
they kept laughing at me -,-.
You'll never know~

Fetch them bak tiong le,
Then go home.
Reached at 12.
But Dad waited me at mrt.
Heng uhs,
Mummy didn't scold me lik i expected.
She jus sae a few sentences,
then kay le!
:DDD

APPRECIATION TIME! <3!

\ Tingfeng , thanks for chatting w me lots.
thanks for letting me feel th warmth of a GanDi-Jie R/s.
thanks for spending so much time w me.
thanks for th getting-close.
thanks for being so caring.
thanks for everyth today!
LOVE YAH FOREVER! <3!
Muack.
Please luh, rules? Really she bu de see you .. Boo. /

\ Nigel , thanks for th gift.
thanks for asking me out.
thanks for treating me lik a Jie.
thanks for th fun today.
thanks for making me feel lik a family.
thanks for everyth!
LOVE YAH FOREVER, KAES? :D ! /

\ Alfred , thanks for spending time w us today.
thanks for th warmth you gave me.
thanks for giving up ur class outing for us.
thanks for trying hard t give ur best.
thanks for giving me this chance.
Although , idk. Haha. Love yah too! <3 /

I am mad.
Blogged so much.
Cause.
This is really a day t rmb!
Loves.
Hugs And Kisses <3

Pictures time! :D


Nigel, followed by Tingfeng , me.


aw man , i epic-failed agn.
But i find this pic cool.
Tingfeng look lik a different person,
but shuai :X
SO HES NOT!
HAHAHHHAHA!
Don't see clearly(:


TH CREEPY PIC I MENTIONED!
EPIC FAILED AGN.
It was very darkdarkdark.
See.. Damn creepy cans.
Like our spirit flew or sth -,-
Look th BACKGROUND .
Brrrrr!
Its 4am, and im still blogging.


Eating Mac.
Nigel , Alfred.


TINGFENG PIGGEH!
LOOK AT HIS MOUTH!
Bigbig , fatfat, munching on his MacSpicy.


Bikes.

Nearest t camera - furthest.
Tingfeng, Nigel, Alfred.
When they eating bbq-ed food.
I snapped backs.
:X

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Thursday, June 24, 2010

// To Baby
Hey there.
Sorry~
I seriously moodswing-ed.
I jus.
You noe.
You noe.
Our status now is lik.
You noe, haish.
Its always lik tis/
No matter how hard I try,
Even though i try t try t strengthen,
You noe,
It jus keeps,
Falling apart.
No way,
No way I can.
Theres no way I can.
Its all fate i guess.
Destiny.
God.
Perharps we belong t different worlds~
Its really.
Tiring.
This is stupid, sighs./

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Sunday, June 20, 2010
Compilation of My ZiLian Pics.

Compilation of My ZiLian Pics.
EEKSSS!
DUN PUKE x-x
Please. ):

Tried t act cute, but epic fail cans.
Shooshoo.

Boo.

With makeup.
Came bak home after sch for some Choir concert thng.
Disgusted, I noe.



LotsOfKisses for my loved ones <3


I like this :X.


Cheese!


Hoho!
Somehow, it turned out well.(:


Act cute epic-phail.


I look fierce, huh.
Tyty.
So,
Shooshoo far away from me :D!

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2:23 PM

Chalet!

Went t Changi th chalet resort, dk wher uh.
Damn highclass cans.
No wonder..
$400 per night, wtf . $_$
Yeah. Went ther , invited.
Childhoodfren, RyanLim , 's eldest sist graduation celebration.
Well, they bbq-ed , chatted.
Okay okay.
For me, was like,
zzzzzzz!!!!!! SIANDIEMELowest point of my life..
Me and my dad emo-ed on a swing.
Kinda, we were left out .
So, we went exploring at th bowling , kara-oke , funzone ther (:



Me and dad.
I look dumb.

A game at th arcade i played wit mie Dad.
Th first time i played at arcade wit mie Dad. <3
Shooting game, ;hoho!
My dad gameover-ed earlier than me like 5 mins.
That shows that im a pro gamer ! Hoho!
Wuts Sudden Attack for? ;shy


Bowling. Cool stuff. (:

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Kopi! :D

Pics wit mie chihuahua,
Male, Named 'Kopi' . (!)

Loves<3
He hid from th camera, *SHYS!*
Hohoh.
I look lik a sleepyhead,
&' thats cause , I jus woke up :D
LOL.


LOOK AT HIS EARS!
Don't you find him CUTE?
Aww.. Don't be jealous!
Come my house t visit him! XPPP!
Kopi rock ttm. <3

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Clique08' Outing

Clique 08' Outing.
Too bad had too much fun, forgot t take pics.
Only two :X
Well,
WE DID LOTS OF STUFF!
I might miss out a lot of part though.
We went t Orchard.
Shop, at some malls.
Lots of fun!
Undescribable.
Went scape too. Cool!
Afterwards, went Somerset t eat icecream!
We went like, WOAH ,
Jus t get icecream kae!
Mrt-ed, Bus-ed , Walk-ed , Lost our way.
AND FINALLY!
ICECREAM! <3
Ate double scoop.
Banana & Some kind of Chocolatey+Oreo!
NICE CANS!
Joey introduce one ^^
Last but not least,
We went t bugis junction,
Shopped. <3


While lost-ing our way, walked,
I saw this tree.
I find this .. Sad ):
A helpless tree, leaves gone, so .. Undescribable.
A msg t ya'll!
Dun be too optimistic though .
Look around, ur friends might not be as optimistic as you,
Help those around ..


A reflection pic,
While waiting for th mrt t arrive./

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3:40 AM

Class Parteh 2010'!

Snapped 2 pics for class parteh 2010.
Well, we ate, played games.
Blow-wind-blow, Jacob's ladder.
After that, recess ,
2G WENT WILD!
They sprayed water here&there .
Th whole classroom was wet cans, so was th corridor.
Look at th pic, some of their uniforms were wet!
So was mine!
Hear my story.
Priscilia told me t watch out for (erm forgot who) t come, then i inform her , tell her.
Then i wanted t go ther, t inform her she came alr.
She hiding ma, she never see is who.
Then beside her is Prashan ,
Prashan go sabotage me, sae she come alr,
But is me luh!
wtfff.
And she lik pour th cup of water on me -,-
PRASHAN, you'll see. You'll see. :X
Fun anyways(:



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Hoho ! Msia!

Tripped t Malaysia on 23/5/10.
Mie Uncle migrated ther ^^

Chickens from his farm ! Aww !


Hey ! This Hor Fan .. Is special!
Different from Sg de.
Th cook totally rox mansxz.
Mie uncle keep claiming that hes skills are from 5-star-hotel de :X
But seriously, yummilicious!
Badly wants it again. Hope can go bak ther some other day.


Feast! Ate alot mansxz! HOHO ! :X


GROSS! EWW!
Th man peeling off th frog's skin ALIVE!
Omg cans!
I saw it in action, and was apparently DISGUSTED.!
Poor frog ):
Rip.

Restoran Lai Lai Wang!
Mie uncle's own open de , coffee shop at Msia.
Interested in goin ther t eat wit ur family etcetc.
Book wit me, you'll get 10% Discount, if you're goin ther wit a big group (:
Contact me!
Rmb, its a 5 star hotel chef. Th chef lives at KL , and worked in a hotel before.
But cause he prefers a peaceful life, you noe,
farming&stuff , he came here (:


Uncle on th left. Followed by my mum and my bro.
Visted mie dad's friend house.
That mango tree.. was planted lik 12 years ago!
Woahhh.
And we went t take some mangos :XXX!
Had t take a stick and hithithit , for th mangoes t drop.


A man spotted on top of th mango tree!
Who's that?
MIE DAD!
He thinks hes still young , AND ,
He climbed up th tree and pick some mangoes ,
OH-MY-TIAN!


Me and my dad on a motorbike.
In msia,
They don't hav age requirements t motorbike ( I guess)
Seen alot of youngyoung kids riding their own.
Mie dad motorbiked me around th "village" 2 rounds!
WAS FUN CANS!
TH WIND! BUT SCARY!
Mie dad scare me by letting both of his hands off.
zzzzzzz! Scaredieme :X

Interesting trip ! Woohoo! <3

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3:10 AM

Revive.

Helloh Peepos!
Wassup , yohhh.
Blog was once dead.
Now tryin t revive it.
Well, alot of posts will be coming up , one after another.
Be anticipated!
:D
Missing pieces ; memories
Of my life.
(:

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Thursday, June 3, 2010

Fcked up ):

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hits

ME
14 2010'.
Compassvale Secondary School , 2G!
21.04.96(!)


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Iphone
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A new phone
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A Pink(?) Collared Tee
Heels
Cute headphone
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