All I need&want right now is, your care&concern. ): I'm suffering, ): My right ear hurts like fk. Morning wake up, whole ear numb, like cant hear anyth at all.. Perharps you might think its my sleeping position. But would it last for so many hours? Then afterwards th ear keep got one sharpsharp feeling every minute or so. HURTS LIKE FK ): A few weeks ago already like got difference between my left and right ear luhs, D: Then today morning, cried like siao! Tears kept dropping.. Now I kinda know why musicians go crazy when they lose their hearing~ Going see doctor tonight. I'm so afraid :( All I need now is you..
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Monday, August 23, 2010
God, Send me an angel. Send me an angel to heal my broken heart from being in love, cause all i do is cry. God, send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes.
-God, send me an angel
"& Before you let go, Remember th reason why you were hanging on.."
"It always rains the hardest, on people who deserve the Sun"
I don't know anything at all Who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all & who am I to say you need me
Color me blue I'm lost in you Don't know why I'm still waiting Many moons have come & gone Don't know why I'm still searching
"When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you.. When I first met you, I was afraid to kiss you.. When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you.. But now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.."
"Every tear tells a story."
" You hurt me so much when all I ever did was love you."
" Never make somebody your everything, Cause when they're gone, you've got nothing. "
"Some of us think holding on makes us strong, But sometimes, it is letting go."
" I like walking th rain, cause no one knows I'm crying. "
"Love is magic. But, magic is illusion."
"You don't die from a broken heart. You only wish you did."
" True love is, When you shed a tear, and still want him. It's when he ignores you, and you still love him. It's when he loves another, but you still smile and say , 'I'm happy for you.' When all you really do is cry.. And cry.. "
Sometimes, do you feel your heart breaking into a million pieces, Just like th Jigsaw Puzzle is 'dismantled'? When you feel your veins crunching up tgt, Giving you this soresore feeling? Yeah. I do.
" I guess, if you're done breaking my heart, I should go.. As I stared into your eyes, you asked me why i were going to cry, Cause i knew you were going t say goodbye. I'll never be letting you to see through me. I'm never going to show you how broken I am inside. When you said you don't need me, I didn't expect you t be right. My head rests on th pillow, and ask myself, ' Why can't I let go? ' I know I have said goodbye to you many times before, but all roads lead me back t you. But somehow, I know, I have to move on and get over you. And th only way for me t do that , is t be not around you anymore.. Love cannot be forgotten, no matter how hard we try. Maybe, fate will smile upon us, and we'll see each other again, Someday. "
Ohwell, Quotes I took from Youtube vids. Check them out. So true, so meaningful, so beautiful.. Yet, so hurtful. ):
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Saturday, August 21, 2010
Boy. I've thought it over. Even if I had t give up my life t rescue you, I would sacrifice for you. (:
When you believe - Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston
There can be miracles When you believe Though hope is frail Its hard to kill Who knows what miracles You can achieve When you believe Somehow you will You will when you believe
Though a very beautiful song, Personally, I think no matter how much I believe in myself, in you, in love, Miracles would not happen.
"I hope, now that I took it out, You'll keep it, Cause i dont have a clue how to put it back. & If you dw it , cause its full of blood, Dont worry, cuz i can wash it off, and put a ribbon around it. Anyways, Just wanted t say iloveyou. By the way, Im about t faint , So, take it fast..." ;Heart
"Please don't break this" O-O.
"Love [la-huv] (verb) -Giving someone the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting them not to. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 "
"You're the colour t my world."
Booboo. I jus wanna tell you peepos that. I'm this way. This is my personality. This is me. If you don't like it, just leave.
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Wednesday, August 18, 2010
I hate you. I detest you. I loathe you.
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Ohwells, Depressed I guess. Why is A so unappreciative? Even if i wan t give A things, trying t save up $, A's still so.. Is this not enough? Who else would try t give up things just for A? A'll never know. A video made w mie effort&hardwork , saving $ for stuffs, hiding my .. for A. Is this not enough? I'm so suffering here. All these, Jus t be treated so badly. Think of A day&night. But still hiding. When is this gonna end? Stop it..
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Friday, August 13, 2010
After sch, Before Choir, Went CP w A&J. Had fun w them :D Stepping into puddles of water. And mud. Deliberately, t dirty each other [:! hohoho! that was funnn, hahahah.
Oh well, we went BEST t play th iPad. Omgosh, Got th games so damn fun luhs, had fun w them again :D
So yah, Went t Macs. Saw th back of someone, SUPERDUPERDUPER look lik mine fren. i go tap her shoulder, then she turn around, I still go wave at her , and say " Hi". Until i realised, She was someone I didnt noe. I totally OMG. Then i jus faster walk away t counter wher A&J was. She&Her group of frens still staring at me luhs. Embarrassed ttc!
And today, Found out from A something. i am so. Ohmy. Lol.
Fk today. Lost mie phone ): Cried for lik half an hour.. T.T I want mie pics, music, msgs! )= Neverminds.. So yah. Maybe gng can change phone alr cause contract end. Asked jonas for opinions, he said Lg Pop, so see luhs [:
Bad day.
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Thursday, August 12, 2010
"hahhahahhaha." "blahs." "Eh , since you're so rich, I guess you should hav more than enough t buy a sense of humour, don't you? "
ROFLMAOS! Copyrighted from Drop Dead Diva, Although it wasn't really phrase lidat, but th theme/central idea is that. [:
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Blog.. Oh wells, Annoymous's bday is coming soon! :D Have not been eating/ spending any $ t save $ for Annoymous bday. Recently saved $8. Moremoremore. D: Just a few more days~ Oh well, Even though I did not get t go out w Annoymous, its okay [: Some other time bahs, I guess.
Annoymous's a big J. -,- Frickin ignorin mie presence, And making me .. Eat salt. LOL. Wtfrick am I sayin. Oh well, Ignore me :D
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Monday, August 9, 2010
I hate this feeling right now. I detest it. Vexed, heart-crossed. Makes me go crazy! Infuriate easily.
Why did you even exist. Seriously.
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Bought new things =D
Hairband from Daiso.
Frog Pencil Case from Daiso.
Wallet from LuluBelle.
Well, I would like t wish Singapore a 45th HAPPY BIRTHDAY! May Singapore be as united as one even if a 10000000000 years later. Im thankful for Singapore. I really appreciate and treasure Singapore. Hope all of you are too. If given a chance to choose where I would want to live, Some of you might want t be at different places of th world, But well for me, I would still choose Singapore. [: HAPPY 45TH ANNIVERSARY!
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Sunday, August 8, 2010
So, Today whole day, W my family, aunt, uncle, and cousin, and grandma went t fly kite, picnic. :D Although I didnt really fly, It was a spectacular sight! Near Jurong Point th park. Damn nice okays. SOOOOO MANY PEOPLE FLYING KITES! *Looks at th sky* Boomz~ Got playground summre. Me , bro , and cousin had fun. :D Well, Today saw this bout 16-17 Boy, w hes family, And w hes baby sister. Seeing him holding hes baby sister hand , walk on th field, was such a touching sight (:!
Yah, so pictures time! [:
Erm. Random Pict. [:
Went t NTUC. Saw Cheezels. SO CUTE EHS!? :D!
Kites. We brought like about 8 kites in total there. Roflmao! :X
LOOK AT THIS DAMN SPECIAL KITE! SO FRICKIN LOOOONGGG!
Spectacular sight. Th whole sky was filled w KITES! So nice <3
My ahma, flyin kite :D
Mummy And Daddy
One of th 'stations' at th playground.
Our , so-called 'base' , Where we were at for hours. (:
Yeah, so thats about it, Cyahz.
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It'll be probably th only chance I could meet you again. But you totally dunked it. I begged my Mum , like dog. In th end, you tell me, you cant? Tsk nvms. And that, Will be leading me to doing some wrong things..
I dont even know why im actually doing all these things for you. I know I shouldnt, I know I need not. But .. Its just. Neverminds, neverminds.
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Today went out w mum and bro. :D
Cabbed down t Tampines Mall, wanting t catch Despicable Me, but reached too late >.<
Then went t watch Sorcerers Apprentice instead.
Nice movie! (:
Watched finish,
Went t Bugis.
Brought mum t illuma arcade.
She got addicted w this game,
And spent like $60 on it x-x
She not Well, at th arcade, I saw this really sweet couple.
Innocent boy and girl , so loving together <3
This boy was like obviously winning hes gf already luhs.
Then I saw him, purposely let hes gf win.
Like wow, so sweet <3.
Then went Bugis Street shopshop.
Bought a pair of shoes. :D
Hmm, thats all I guess. (:
Ohyah,
Tmr gng out w cousins and blah.
Go Jurong .. Bigfield.
Fly kite, picnic. :D
I would love that, hohos./
See how tmr goes.
(Y)
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Monday, August 2, 2010
Hohos.
Eh! A beautiful Vande Miss Joaquim Drawn & Coloured by MEMEME! :D
Oh well, Zilian Starts.
And well, I Love You - Celine Dion Th song, so beautiful (:
I love you Please say you love me too These 3 words They could change our lives forever And i promise you that we will always be together Till the end of time~
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Sunday, August 1, 2010
You hug him goodbye like it's nothing , While all you want to do is hold on forever , But you let go , smile and walk away . Then cry all the way home because you know It will never be the same because try as you might , You can't make someone love you . Sometimes, you have to let them be free & letting go , That is when love hurts the most of all .
From ReginePYJ's blog. Credit :D Totally. Agrees. :D