I feel like shutting out from everything and just die. Countless suicidal thoughts for several years... Never did.
WHY. I don't get it. Just why? Why is everyone ignoring me?
It's like. I just need a freaking reason. I don't understand why.
Participated in radio compy... like took a few mere seconds to text in. Radio would always read out many names, of their entries.. I never was mentioned. For manyyyyyyy times.
Participated in a FB Model compy. Even like, based on friends and etc., others would get their likes. Only 1 person, Jena, <3, liked for me. Can't they just help me, out of sympathy or something?
This guy uploaded his recording(singing) on FB. I seriously. Based on 12 years in Choir, his voice is okay, but super out of tune at times. But everyone's commenting and complimenting him, got over like 40 likes? Me? I uploaded too, asked people to comment, negative comments accepted. Still, no one. WHY. I'm not like out of tune or anything.
Th guy I mentioned a few posts earlier...
He seemed to not want to talk to me anymore.
Why do I seem non-exist to everyone? i just need a reason.
Really, just give me a reason.